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today, is the last time we chat..... i tink so.. coz i won't log in to msn or fb animore... i already deactivate my fb le wor.... Haiz... SHE SAY THAT I WAS PLAYING HER. Did i???????


PLEASE, I REALLY NEVER PLAY YOU LOH.... HAIZ.., I REALI DONT NOE WAD TO SAY.

All the things i do, u nv tink i do for u, all the wishes i make for u, u nv receive it. Is not that i don't wan to be together, but is we will still end up the same ways. I noe u are sad, then wads bout mi??? Im human also loh..., and to everybody, im a veri veri usless and mei yong de ren.... i reali hurt my wife and my own son REYEZ. Im sorry son.... I got alot to say, but i dont noe how to type it out, tears kip dropping..... Lastly, I do very love you grace and reyez......

CRYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chat with her on msn again..... wad i wanna say i aso don't noe... Hm.... OH YA, what is ( i m y ), i don't noe wads that, she say that i mgs her friend in (fb) face book, sae i ask her for to go chalet with mi, and ask her number for. DID I??????????? lolx...

I really don't noe that y i got TAGGED!!!!! I did not apply for that,... who help mi do de??? Thanks hor, to SABO MI, I just load my pic and blog in it only, and i don't noe how to play fb at.


In MSN

Melancholy~ says:
y u like this
Melancholy~ says:
we k be frz
Melancholy~ says:
still

this is wad she mgs mi...

then i reply, take care friend, good nite


Melancholy~ says:
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Melancholy~ says:
ok
Melancholy~ says:
at least u sae it out
Melancholy~ says:
i noe n all the while understand
Melancholy~ says:
u is just because u scare hurt mr thats y u dun wan sae
Melancholy~ says:
keep run away frm mr
Melancholy~ says:
n avoid me
Melancholy~ says:
but at least u sae it out
Melancholy~ says:
let me hurts one more time
Melancholy~ says:
better than keep drag this


like is i wanna say be friend lidat de wor... :--(



i know in the past, i did not give u wad u wan, u don't have the dress u wan in our married, u nv get a proper ways u wan it to be, but did u tink, we got how much times on it oni ma,.... 1 month nia, only 1 month oni loh.. we finish photo shooting, dinner and alots of things in juz 1 months leh.... how hard the time to be, and u need to go check up as well....


ok la... till here oni...m too late le... wanna wake up later at 8 am... cya...





end time 4.13 am

Feeling Sad!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't know why i still tinking all those sad things. Kip listen to sad songs, and kip thinking the pass we had. We onli had a chance to go out 1 time in my life time with REYEZ oni... that time after REYEZ finish check up from Tampines Polyclinic, then we go Semei East Point Mall to have out lunch cum dinner at HAN'S REVIER. Reyez Kip crying that time, and we forget to bring the specifire out, then i brough reyez 1 at there, but he don't seem to like it, from young, he very difference from other child, he don't like to stuck specifire de, i tink we eat makes him jealous loh, heheh.... then both my wife and mi eat till bout 8pm plus then due to not enough milk powder le, then took taxi home loh, thats the day i really very miss.....

I believe that Reyez wil bring luck to his family member, 1st to my mum, ReyeZ peeeee nearly heat my mum head, then she got the 1st price on 4-D, ( $8000 ),2nd my wife, she got a starter of $250, then my dad, he got a consolation price only. Then mi. i got starter also, at $1250. Thank you babe Reyez...... Muackkk..... Daddy Loves you for-ever. Dad wondering how tall are you, and how you look like now.

Daddy got kip thinking of you and ur mum wadever i do wor....

The out come from Family Court

The last time we go family court le, she wanna have the whole sum of the babe's bonus, ($3000), I VERY NOT HAPPY AT 1ST, say hao le, i will have the $1500 half a babe bonus de ma, coz im still reyez dad, then i tink yet, reyez is with you, y i still wanna have the bebe bonus with mi, i was very de angry that time, sorry ah, now i tink le, you should have it all in your acct. But don't spend it ah ok, and only for you to kip not your parents,ok ma, can you promise me. We go family court alot of times le, reali veri sianz, le, well, i will find my ways to give you the babe maintainence of $400 every months. Hope you reali treat reyez good good ok ma,... I BEG YOU. Spend mre time on him, don't kip go chiong le la, its not good.

Alan & Reyez

The most important person for me is ofcoz my son REYEZ.. Dad will loves you for-ever, no matter you are with mi or with ur mum... Hope he can understand my situation when he grow up... Its not that dad don't wan you...Dad will try my best gives you everythings that you need and you wants, BUT NOT NOW. Hope that you know that your name YU LONG is dad specially go get it from you from the very famous chinese forturn-teller call YOU LONG ZI. Although we have a little time to meet each other, but even in juz one peeping, thats enough for me le. Every time see my son i will tears drop like hell.. So sometimes i really don't have the courage to see him somtimes. For his 1 yrs old Birthday, I brough a shirt and short for him, but i did not pass it to him.. Its still at my hus, and i don't even have a chance to see him learn how to crow and walk during that time... now he can be able to walk and run even, how sad am i u all say.


The time during Reyez mum gonna give birth to him, i was wrking in bugis ''FU LU SHOU COMPLEX '' ( SI MIAN FO ) , I receive call from my mum say that they reach kkh liao, and its bout time to give birth, and then i receive cxall from my wife, she cry and say that every patients hasband were here and why im still not here, then i pass all my wrk tasts to all my colleague to help mi do, then i go find my lady's boss ( CHEW AH MOI LINDA )to tell her that my wife going to give birth liao, then she say ok, go tell her hasband. After i told him, i rush down to wait for cab, its abit rainning day that time so abit hard to look for cab also, alot ppls waiting for cab, and i tell 1 passanger that my wife goona give birth le then he/she let mi to take the cab 1st instead of his/her turn. When i reach kkh, i go look for my wife, b4 i saw her, i can hear her shouting le, i know its reali veri pain, then i hear she crying, then i wanna go to the room that she is inside, but the nurse stop mi, the nurse says u cant enter the room, u must stay out side, then i shout accrose to my wife say im here, don't worry, when she come out, she say her vergina veri pain, then doctor use their finger to stuff in her vergina and dick in and out. The she transfer to other room, she kip shouting PAIN PAIN PAIN, during in the room, but i don't noe wad to do, then the nurse says that got a injection will make the pain lesses, but will abit hurm, then we decide not to do the injection at the 1st time, about 2 hours later the pain were more and more painful le, my wife decide to take the injection, then i look for the nurse says that we decide to take up the injection, but the nurse say need to wait, the doctor was helping others patient, my wife kip shouting and crying while waiting for the doctor, in the end the doctor came, she help my wife do the injection but i need to wait outside the room, i kip pray to the god that everythings will go smooths thats time, and all the pain please pass to mi, i will take it even double the pain instead. When the injection over, i went into the room c my wife, she say ok, not that pain le, she veri thristy, wanna drink water, but ofcoz can't drink la.. the she told mi that like totally no felling le, omg, nabei, if i noe, i will ask the doctor to inject for her early, don't let her suffer for the pain for so many fucking hours le, im sorry hor lao po. She still can joke with mi after the injection, lolX... Wait and wait and wait, wait till 1am, then the doctor come in check and says that can give birth le, then the nurse poke donno wad thing into my wife vergina to burst the water bags, then alot of water come out, i see le also scare lor... then the deliver section i will skip from you all...

I saw the pain and tears came out on her, i also damn sad and cry at the point of times.. She is really very JIAN CIANG at that time to give birth to REYEZ, we inside the delivery room for a few hours, at last, the nurse come say that its time to giv birth, and that fucking nurse from kkh very very lao lan loh, tok like veri big lidat to her, then i fuck the nurse then the nurse kip quite, how can a nurse been so rude to patient. When REYEZ come to this sickerning world, im very happy and i wanna to see how my son look like. And i kiss my wife and thank her to give sure a lovely son to me...

I WANNA THANK YOU AGAIN, LAO PO ( XUE TING )





Profile of REYEZ


Name : Tan yu long Reyez
sex : Male
D.O.B: 06 01 2008
Weight of birth : 3270gm
Length of birth : 51cm
Head Circumference : 35cm

Cant Slp ytd nite..

Ytd nite, i on my com to check on some stuffs, then she mgs mi in msn, i got shoick.... y she mgs mi???? lolx.. ok mgs mi something like how r u.. ( my memory not that good ), then we begain to chat... she invite mi to go see REYEZ, says that if i still dot't go, reyez will not recognize mi ani more, ya i know he already forget mi le... coz he young ma... then i wanna look for a song veri veri long le, coz i hear for her blog last time, veri sad and nice song call zai hou yi chi ( the last time ) veri touch songs, sure cry wan if u got some memory in ur mind. Ya, i admit tht i did cry also... coz i also have some memory in my mind. A never forgetable memories... I ask her wads the songs title, she don't noe, but she willing to search for mi instead. Then we chat like friend lidat.. I tink she already change to mature then last time le lo.. good for her, and im happy also.

Then we chat and chat and chat, last mgs, i mgs her, thank you lao po, then i offline at once, coz i scare and don't wanna noe what she will reply mi later...

Then after i offline, i kip listen to the song that i wannn find, and i loves it so much, coz the song like specially write my story lidat. I listen n listen, repeat and repeat again and again, then i reali reali can't slp ytd nite till 6am plus... kip tinking Y???


Thanks for reader thats read my stories...

Alan Story........

Currently im unemploy... so sad, my stupid ex-boss shop losing $$$, very good loh always wanna hao lian infront of others ppl... Still own mi $1500 not yet pay. He call mi last two weeks say that is it possible that he pay mi $1100 for the remaining of my salary.. Ofcoz i agreed for that. Better then nth loh... Tis type of FUCKER, cannot gives chance de.. Wait till this end month see hw he going to pay mi.